Saturday, May 2, 2015

Completely Discouraged

It has been a long time since I posted anything.  I am very busy with work and travel.  Travel and trying to lose weight do not go together.  My habits are terrible when it comes to eating.  I have gained all of my lost weight back and am very discouraged.  Everyone says I just need to do it but they don't live my life.  I don't want to do the things I have to do and ignore the things I want to do.  It seems that things just don't work anymore.  Maybe getting older and going through menopause has that affect.  I have found no answers to how to get rid of the weight and I am tired of not being able to keep food down and still I gain weight.
I have considered going in and having them just go ahead and drain the band but that would entail facing a decision to give up.  I suppose I have to decide one way or another soon.  I am tired of living with this and need to either give up or make it work.  Not sure which it will be.......thanks for listening if anyone is out there.